Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Thesis (Again) and Tutoring

I may actually have a thesis topic. For real this time. I think I've become almost embarrassed to state that at this point. However, I have reason to believe that this time, it might really stick. Why? Because it's not my idea. I finally gave up my own intellectual ramblings which were leading nowhere; the only topics which I could have come up with that were any good would have required a reader who will be on sabbatical next Fall. So, taking the advice of Uncle Win (I believe I did this for my senior paper too), I simply asked my adviser for something that he was interested in. He said that he didn't have any specific research projects of his own going on right now, but that a thesis on D. T. Suzuki may be interesting. He then proceeded to email me a bunch of resources for the topic. Given that someone who knows more about the topic than I do thinks that it would work, and it sounds interesting, I think I'll stick with it. I really have no reason not to at this point.

Some of you may be asking who D. T. Suzuki is. He's the guy who is more or less responsible for bringing Zen to the West. As such, he's also been a pretty important influence on American conceptions of religion and spirituality in general. The thesis would focus on Suzuki's contextualization of Zen (though I don't know yet what specific angle to take, whether Suzuki's own historical context and how that influenced him, the modifications he made, or differences with mainstream Japanese and Chinese Zen/Chan Buddhism). There have even been some scholars who have questioned the status of Zen as a form of Buddhism, which runs directly counter to Suzuki's claims that Zen is going right back to the founder himself. So there's a lot of material to work with.

In other news, I have been signed up with my first student to tutor. I'm slightly apprehensive; I've always been a bit shy, and this job will force me to go out and have to deal with people. On the phone, even (I despise phones). Oh well; it's good money doing something that I generally like doing which will be of use to someone, and who can ask for more from a job than that?

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Ninjas. And zombies. On Mars.

I'm procrastinating before going to training for work today and taking the ACT (btw, I'm now a tutor for StudySmart in the Chicago area, teaching math and test prep), so here are the fruits of my labor for everyone else's head-shaking. It is the start of an epic poem which may very well go down in history (at least speaking in terms of logical possibility):

Now hearken to a tale of times gone by
Of harsh yet glorious days of battle won
Of robot ninjas at the dawn of time
Ninjutsu and lasers, by the shrunken sun
This war, you see, was fought upon the soil
Where feet of man had never trod till now
The ground soaked through from all their bloody toil
A crimson red from werewolf zombie cows
Ninja airships, bovine tanks, and more
Strove eagerly to prove themselves in war
Where lycanthrope and metal spirits soar

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Understanding


Understanding is a form of love. I don't mean pure, disinterested intellection, but rather an inward knowing; knowing that may issue forth rational knowledge but sometimes can only show forth as the vagueness of a soft, light mist. I think this is in the end why I've never gotten fully into modern philosophy; it seems to remove this aspect of understanding, settling for a mere, objective account of what there is, and thus displaying a certain hollowness. Maybe this is how Scotus accounts for theology as a practical science.

More importantly than that, however, is that I think this may be an insight into what it is to know and love God. We see God work throughout Scripture, and in particular we see Jesus in whom dwells all the fullness of the Godhead. Jesus said that whoever has seen him, has seen the Father. I doubt that this plumbs the depths of that statement, but could part of this be that through seeing Jesus' life, through understanding him in the gospels, through learning what matters to God through the actions of his Son, and through our own imitation of Christ, through these we find what it means to know and love God? This seems to tie together the words of Jesus at the Last Supper in John's gospel. While we're at it, maybe this is a key to understanding the Eastern idea of theosis.

Of course, upon writing it down, it's probably the case that I'm the last person to notice this. Darn head seems to keep getting in the way.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Anger as Distraction

Anger so often seems to be a way out of inner struggles. It is a way of shifting blame sometimes; but even when it is over a real issue, it can be a mask, a protective guard. To be angry (barring situations of appropriate, righteous anger) is to not have to face ones inner fears. It is a defiance of reality instead of an acceptance of the sometimes harsh and absurd nature of things. For that reason, it is often a lack of faith that God really will come and be with one in ones loneliness.

And thus it is with my feelings towards people so often, in particular concerning the faith. I'm not going to say that there aren't very real issues. However, I too often lash out, even if most of the time only mentally, because it gets my mind off of the reason why I'm frustrated; I am lonely, I don't fit it in for various reasons that are not likely to change anytime in the near future if at all, I have to take on the responsibility for learning that which I should have gotten from the larger community, I reject the foundational beliefs of the society in which I live, I live in almost constant contradictions between what I believe, what I can reason, and what I experience. Anger doesn't solve any of these problems, and in most cases a more appropriate response would be compassion and an attempt to understand those who I see misunderstanding others. Anger keeps me from actually trusting God through the situations, from letting the pain be used to teach me that which I've been too stubborn and proud to know. And who wants useless pain?

Tied to that, it's been freeing going through a study of Ecclesiastes; I realize that everything that I can do is hebel, absurd/meaningless/vanity, and knowing myself I cannot help ruining it in any case. So I guess there's nothing to do but let God bring some good out of the mess that is me.

Ok, I figure that I might as well write that for someone to listen to, as I probably won't come tomorrow morning.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Frustration

Not that I've completely solved the issues from the last post, but I think I've narrowed down some of my problems with Evangelical use of Scripture a bit. It's not merely that I see so many bad presentations; everyone ought to be able to read Scripture, and I need to have faith in God that God can help anyone get the important parts out of it (though I still am struggling over the issue of how exactly God has proposed to get this knowledge across). I think the problem lies more in the fact that as soon as people open the Bible, they assume that they are fully competent teachers on everything, despite protestations to the contrary. Distressingly, I even find this in seminary, where so many would-be pastors simply want to be told what to think so that they can get their bit of paper and go tend to a flock. I wonder if this has anything to do with general trends in America (probably elsewhere too, this is just where I have experience) to not really think too hard about anything, but to form a hard and fast opinion about everything.

This particularly frustrates me when I go to someone from whom I should be able to get advice and am told more or less to stop thinking about things and be more "optimistic" (which as far as I can tell means forming opinions quickly enough that one can manufacture peace and telling oneself that the world is basically good in all ways so that one can manufacture joy, since meaning in life really comes from the same things for the Christian as for the atheist). And despite protests about their own simplicity and down-to-earthness, they proceed to judge everything under the sun, putting everything they don't understand "man's wisdom" and everything they think understand under "God's wisdom."

Ok, </rant>. You can all go back to your own regularly scheduled programming.

Edit: Maybe I should put down some clarifications. I am not attacking te Evangelical movement as a whole, I know that there are better characterizations that what I present and there are many Evangelicals whom I admire. Unfortunately, at this point most of these whom I admire are in academia, which is also the main place where I hear the good presentations of what it means to be Evangelical. I'm just really struggling with the fact that while Christianity is first and foremost for those who are not wise by worldly standards, etc., I mainly see fruits of it among the learned, or at least those educated in basic theology in one way or another (and that fruit includes love as well as wisdom, though of course not all the learned have either). It almost seems to promote willful misunderstanding of others for the average person in the churches, as well as complicity with everything society does with the exception of abortion, gay marriage, and evolutionary teaching. This isn't how it is in all churches, but in enough that it is a problem.

Edit #2: Not that anyone will most likely read this now, but I figured that I should take a couple more things into consideration with my rant. I think some of the poorer churches that I've seen have displayed a great deal of love, despite lack of education.

Friday, June 22, 2007

Perspicuity of Scripture

Ok, I'm having some troubles with the doctrine of the perspicuity of Scripture, and I was wondering if someone could help me out. I'll outline what's been going through my head; it's not supposed to be a knock-down, drag-out argument against perspicuity, but rather what I'm struggling with.

First, why is the issue important? It seems to me that there are three major options: go with an institutional church (Roman Catholicism or Eastern Orthodox), admit perspicuity of Scripture on matters of salvation, or be elitist (only those who have the time and energy to devote to thoroughly studying Scripture in its context could really know the truth, and even then it's doubtful; a variant on this would be a priesthood of scholars who pass on their "knowledge" to the masses).* I'm currently not liking any of the options; elitism certainly seems contrary to the Biblical message and I think that RC and EO have issues in their interpretations on Scripture (they don't seem to have kept the message as faithfully as they claim). It seems that the hope for Protestantism is that the individual can indeed get the basics out of Scripture without any (human) help.

Empirically, this does seem to be lacking. It could be entirely possible that most of these Protestants in the end agree on the important issues, we just can't be sure what the important issues are. I would like to see some support of perspicuity before accepting a position like this, however, and quite frankly the only kind of argument I see doing any work at all is a sort of "Protestantism is right, Protestantism needs perspicuity of Scripture to get off the ground, therefore Scripture is perspicuous." Except that it seems that we need Scripture to be perspicuous to be sure of Protestant claims.

Below are basic summaries of some of the arguments I've heard which I simply don't accept and why. In the end, I'm having trouble finding Biblical support for perspicuity, and the empirical troubles make me want to dismiss it if the Bible doesn't support it.

  • Argument 1: God knows language, would want to give us a message we can understand, and therefore did.
    Reply: Arguments for "God would do something, therefore . . . ." just don't fly. If God hasn't told us what God would do in a situation, let's leave some room open for God's own decisions. Further, if God decides to use a tool, then God is restricted by that tool. We first need to settle the question of the extent to which perspicuity could even possibly be applicable to 2000 years of humanity over a wide range of cultures, not to mention when found in a text which is unabashedly culturally rooted itself (Paul wrote letters to specific situations in the churches, after all).
  • Argument 2: Scripture verse X says that God's message (or some phrase that we can take or even twist to mean God's message) is clear/understandable/able to save/etc. Therefore, Scripture is perspicuous.
    Reply: Show me a verse which actually applies to the Bible in our current context, and I'll listen. God's message, however, is not only the written word; many times this is referring to a proclamation, or the content of a message (Paul uses it synonymously with the Gospel at points). Even insofar as it is referring to a written message (such as the Torah in certain Psalms and Deuteronomy, or possibly Paul's writings), it is always within an interpretive community (the Israelite institution, or the new church complete with disciples who had been with Jesus and eyewitnesses, as well as churches which had heard more of Paul than we have in his letters). In short, there is no similar situation to our own in which the Bible talks of God's word being clear, and the way in which these verses get used for the purpose of perspicuity is an example of why I am so fed up with both the doctrine and low-church Protestantism as it is.
  • Argument 3: Elitism is false, and RC and EO make false salvific claims, therefore we are left with Protestantism under the assumption of perspicuity of Scripture.
    Reply: So who makes the judgments on what Scripture means? If the individual, the this begs the question. If the learned individual, then we have elitism. If the community, I would want to see why I should trust the given community; RC and EO provide some evidence of continuity with the early church, even if I doubt that it is anywhere near as strong as they claim. An alternative would be communities which show forth the fruits of the gospel the best. Low-church Protestant bodies don't really seem to qualify for either.
  • Argument 4: Even if you deny perspicuity of Scripture, you still need to listen to tradition and have thus simply moved the problem to a different level.
    Reply: This is simply not understanding the critique offered by traditionalists. The tradition is embodied in a living interpretive community. There is a framework for how to interpret the Bible set up through listening to the thousands of voices surrounding oneself, starting with those nearest and working its way outward. I can always ask questions to clarify what someone living meant by a comment, and I at least share similarities of culture with those close to me in place and time.

So, there are my basic thoughts. I'm hoping there is something wrong; however, I'm having trouble seeing what it is. I at least as a scholar can go and research the issues, but what can we expect of the common believer? Do we simply say that anyone who is actually serious about their faith needs to go through a rigorous academic course in order to really know what they're talking about with Scripture? I know that the Bible verses I usually hear quoted in a typical church by laypeople seem to me to be woefully misunderstood, and insofar as they are used appropriately this seems to be random luck. However, muzzling laypeople doesn't seem to be a good option either.

I'm probably simply missing something simple here and making a fool out of myself. Oh well, better to admit to being a fool than to continuing struggling with doubts because I can't bother to ask other people for help.

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* Edit: I guess this could be falling into the modernist purely objective/purely subjective false dichotomy; maybe there is no infallible authority, but we can still make our way anyhow (even if Scripture is theoretically inerrant, perspicuity is required to make this infallibility practical for most people). An Anglican position could then work, allowing revision but listening to the tradition. This would still seem to invalidate most Evangelicalism. Alternatively, do we drop (or marginalize) orthodoxy for orthopraxy? Even here, there seems to be some issues with perspicuity, but not as many; I don't think people disagree on many of the issues so much as ignore them. Plus, there still is the issue of salvation: even though we should be like Jesus, and we have a good example in Jesus himself what that is like, what is it that saves us and enables us to be like Jesus?

Yet another option is postmodernism and/or relativism. Not that I'm comfortable with this option either. However, at least let us get it straight that relativism and subjectivity do not entail anti-realism; they simply entail that whatever is actually real cannot be summed up in absolute/objective statements. So on this view, reading Scripture is a process where as we read, we gradually learn, without necessarily being able to say without remainder that a given view is correct. Again, I'm not completely comfortable with the view, but at the same time I don't think that it's quite as weak as a modernist critique suggests (of course it doesn't support modernism. That's hardly a critique of it.) and if perspicuity fails it may be the best way of retrieving a quasi-Protestant way of going about church.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Ideas concerning Platonism

Currently reading: Henry of Ghent: Metaphysics and the Trinity by Juan Carlos Flores

I heard an argument the other day which has me considering Platonism (see paper at http://dingo.sbs.arizona.edu/~thorgan/papers/Conceptual.Relativity.htm). The argument itself, as I heard it, goes somewhat like this: there are times when two people are arguing, and there is both a sense in which they disagree (they aren't just talking past each other), and yet regarded within their own conceptual schemes, they are both right. A couple examples are in order. The first example, given in the paper I read, would be that of Carnap and the Polish logician. There are three books on the table, and so Carnap says that there are three objects while the Polish logician says that there are seven (the three books, plus all mereological sums; every set of two books, and the set of all three). There is a sense in which "object" in context dependent, but at the same time they are disagreeing. Another example given to me by the friend who is currently championing this view is that of a libertarian and a compatibilist regarding the good. Given the different accounts of the will, what it is to be good is different on the two accounts (if nothing else, the libertarian charges the compatibilist with reducing morality to aesthetics, and the compatibilist charges the libertarian with grounding morality on randomness). But if libertarian L and compatibilist C both say "x is good", then they could both be correct even though their theoretical notions of the good are contrary.

That's mainly as far as the paper itself goes, arguing that there is this weak inconsistency in thought which can be explained through an indirect correspondence theory of truth. I personally like to think of it as thinking about what we're talking about more than what words we are saying; metaphysics is not merely formal logic. At any rate, however, here are my thoughts on the issue. The inconsistency only comes up if we are descriptivists; that is, we say that the meaning of a word is settled through a description of it. But, if we set that aside, then the inconsistencies in arguement disappear. In particular, what I am thinking about is a reference theory of language; "good" can be used truthfully by L and C because it is primarily a reference, with theoretical descriptions coming afterward. Now, the question is, what is it referencing? I wonder to what extent it can be purely phenomena, given the different phenomena that different people would use. Even if we all have given moral role models, L & C could be referencing the behavior and so on of different role models. Zagzebski in some essay somewhere writes that in the Christian case, Jesus could be the referent of sorts; while I find this idea compelling, I would like to see some more done on how even a non-Christian and a Christian could both be right in calling something "good." Similarity between referents, maybe, with Jesus as the supreme referent which most accurately describes the notion? But then we need something to adjudicate between the referents to tell which ones are more the given attribute, and we couldn't do this without some sort of notion of the attribute in question in the first place. There are other options available, but I (on an intuitive, not logical level) think that they all come down to the matter of providing some sort of unity behind diverse concepts. It is leading me to rethink something along the lines of Platonic Ideas. For the moment, at any rate.

Friday, June 08, 2007

Medieval Trinitarian Theology


I figured that I'd jot down some things I've been learning this summer; maybe someone else will be interested, maybe not, but it'll force me to think through it. The main thing I've been reading up on so far has been 13th century trinitarian theology; mainly Duns Scotus with some Henry of Ghent, but also a little Bonaventure and Aquinas (especially after being corrected on some errors in thinking on my last post). Much of the following is recapping a dissertation I've been reading by Russell Friedman, entitled, In Principio Erat Verbum: The Incorporation of Philosophical Psychology into Trinitarian Theology, 1250-1325.

All of the thinkers in this period look back to Augustine and Anselm in their formulations of the Trinity. Many of the strategies of these two are incorporated into later, more precise Scholastic thought, though in different ways. Aquinas and Bonaventure are similar in their thinking, yet develop differences which are further developed by succeeding thinkers.

One model of thinking about the Trinity involves looking at the relations between the persons. Augustine in particular champions this model (though I believe that similar steps were taken by at least one of the Cappadocians; I'll have to look this up). The key thing is that whatever distinguishes the persons in God can't be an essential property as they all have one essence. Neither can it be an accidental property, as God doesn't have any accidents in an Aristotelian sense (besides, we don't exactly want the persons to be accidental to God's nature, even if we are going with a contemporary, non-Aristotelian framework). The only other Aristotelian category which makes sense once you remove talk of accident and substance is relation. The divine persons are therefore distinguished from one another through their relational properties. In most beings, relations are a cheap manner of being, even below accidents; the fact that there are more books than DVDs in this apartment has nothing to do with the being of the books or DVDs. However, when these relations are within the divine essence, they have a manner of being as full as any substance.

Aquinas in particular takes up this line of approach. The persons are distinguished not merely by relations, but by opposed relations; the Father has the relation of paternity to the Son, and the Son has the relation of filiation to the Father. The Holy Spirit must have a relation to both Son and Father in order to be distinct from them, and so they both have the relation of active spiration to the Spirit and the Spirit has the relation of passive spiration from both the Son and Father (thus, the relation account demands the filioque).

Bonaventure, on the other hand, tends to take the lead of Richard of St. Victor and his emanationist model. In this model, the relations of origin become the most important; what makes the Son a distinct person is the origin of generation (procession in the mode of nature), and what makes the Spirit a distinct person is the origin of spiration (procession in the mode of will). The Father is who he is through being ungenerated. Generation and spiration are simply intrinsically different from each other and do not need opposing forces to distinguish them.

Now, here is an important thing to note: even though I have said that Aquinas and Bonaventure foreground the respective views, for them this is merely a conceptual distinction. Both speak of relations and both speak of emanations, but the ordering is the ordering of our concepts; these are really identified within God. Franciscans and others sympathetic to the Franciscan viewpoint on this issue, however, took the matter a step further. In particular, Henry of Ghent incorporated Augustine's psychological model of the Trinity along with Aquinas' philosophical psychology (with some tweaking). Augustine, in his De Trinitate, likened the Trinity to the memory, intellect, and will. Henry identifies the procession of generation with the procession of the mental Word (intellect/understanding) (thereby identifying procession in the mode of nature with procession in the mode of intellect), and the procession of the will (linked to love) with the spiration of the Spirit. Duns Scotus, Henry's pupil, follows in this, making this psychological emanation scheme his complete account of the Trinity by collapsing the relations into the emanations (this is, of course, leaving out many details on all sides).

I'm struggling with the psychological view of the Trinity myself. It's foreign to much of contemporary theology, and seems to be rather anthropomorphic. At the same time, I've been working through some reasonings for looking at it. Looking at the Son as God's understanding (as a simplification, at least; all of the above accounts separate God's understanding qua Son from God's understanding qua God), one can then make parallels to John's prologue, or Proverbs 8 with wisdom, or Genesis 1 with the ordering of the world from chaos. Similarly, identifying the Spirit with God's will makes sense considering who the Spirit is and how the Spirit acts in the Christian (at least as a broad characterization; I'm going for the big picture here). Similarly, it does seem like there is an outward movement from ourselves when we know something and when we will something, which nonetheless remains with ourselves. Finally, it does not seem (overly) anthropomorphic to say that God has a will or understanding; these seem to be pretty standard traits attributed to God and even within philosophy flow out of the cosmological argument. None of this is to imply that we have even the foggiest idea of God's phenomenology.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

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So, life has just gotten a lot less hectic. The semester is over (I should be getting grades back tomorrow - I'm still a trifle apprehensive about that), and I am done with Starbucks as of last week Tuesday. So now I have some time off to study effectively, and make up for the fact that I've been mostly a general studies philosopher until now. Of course, what happens is that on any given day, I'll have either discipline or concentration, but never both; I can either sit and stare at a text for hours on end and get through 30 pages, or goof off online most of the day and cram 30 pages into a well-oiled brain. Plus or minus 1/2-1 page of a Latin text with 16th century Italian shorthand as I start reading Henry of Ghent (it's still easier than reading Sanskrit). I'm frustrated by the fact that I seem to tire so easily; my mind has a set amount of energy at the beginning of the day, whatever I actually need to get done, and it never seems to be apportioned the way I need it.

In other news, I just came across the following website: http://www.meontology.net. I think it's a little too cluttered, though.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Potential Thesis Topics

One more day left of finals; I'm done studying for the night and waiting for the energy drink to wear off so that I can go to bed. As I'm up anyway, here's two potential thesis topics concerning Scotus that I've been batting around:

  • Scotus' notion of contingency. Modern modal accounts make contingency out to be such that if x is contingent, then it is possible that x and it is possible that not-x. Contingency thus gets relegated to the realm of possibility; that is all there is to it. Thus, that which is contingent can be viewed as random or arbitrary, though not necessarily so. Scotus grounds contingency purely in the will, and predominantly in the divine will; all other contingency comes back to this. Thus, we explain possiblity in terms of volitional contingency, rather than contingency in terms of (logical or metaphysical) possibility; room is opened for that which is neither determined nor random.
  • Eternal generation in the Trinity. This has been a big debate at Trinity; many have abandoned the view for a sparser Trinity, or merely kept the judgement behind eternal generation (that which is begotten is of the same nature as the begetter) while either rejecting or remaining silent on more than that. Aside from arguments that biblical exegesis really doesn't support the view after all (an argument outside my area of expertise), there are the philosophical arguments that EG results in ontological subordinationism. As one who has been on the side of EG (at least in maintaining its logical possibility, with further decision needing help from both systematic and biblical theologians), I would be interested in looking at a medieval view which I could take as an example which both puts for a rigorous account of EG while has the conceptual tools to defend itself against the contemporary philosophical arguments. I guess for this Scotus is as good as Aquinas or perhaps Anselm, but it provides a different explanation for those who have difficulties with Aquinas' theory of the divine persons as relations.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Reflections on Academics

Thinking through last semester as to why it was so stressful, I think one of the things is that I feel like I have to effectively study for three different reasons, each with a substantial amount of stuff to get through.

  1. Short Term: I need to get through school and get my degree. Further, I need good grades to get into a good doctoral program. At the same time, classes seem to tie into the other two areas of study at a depressingly low rate; often, it feels like I simply need to get through a class in order to jump another hoop. Better classes provide atlases for the topic in case I want to return in my own time, but I still feel overwhelmed at the end of the class by the subject matter and not prepared to deal with it.
  2. Long Term: The research which follows more-or-less stable interests and which gives me an area of specialization. I need something which I can write on, and afterwards feel like I actually knew about what I was writing. Also, I need an area of interest which reminds me why I am in philosophy and theology. Sometimes I can tie this into class papers, but when classes are all across the board or are intro classes (or both, like this semester), I'm not quite sure how to pull this off.
  3. Edifying: I have specific questions at specfic times, and I want to be able to study more about them. These questions change around, so this isn't a long-term study project, but it is something which would help me immensely if I had time for it. Unfortunately, the other two areas are more practical and I feel more pressured into studying them so that I can eventually get a job.

The long and short of it is, I don't have time to do all three at any level of quality (especially when making time for my wife and working a draining job with unstable hours), but I need all three for one reason or another. Trying to do all three often leads to burnout, which leads to doing none of them. Further, I don't always know who to trust on given issues, especially when it comes to reading theology; there's always another argument, always another exegesis, and quite frankly, I am less than impressed by much evangelical writing (not that I'm typically any more impressed by liberal, or postmodern, or non-evangelical Reformed writing). So I don't feel like I can know anything about an issue without spending tons of time and energy which I don't have researching it. I am at the point where I am afraid to start researching more than a single topic at a time; given the real world, I feel pulled apart in all different directions, and in the end going in none (or in all, grisly results included).

Anyone have any tips for getting out of the mire?

Monday, April 30, 2007

On Rabbits

Our rabbit Tiger loves to escape. When we would put him in a pen made up of cardboard boxes, he would spend so much time nudging at cracks, jumping over low spots, and running headlong into weak points in the wall. We never could build a pen which would hold him in; even when I tried taping boxes together, the little bugger pulled hard enough to take them apart again.

Now, we finally got him a real pen. No escapes from this one. Tiger finally has a place which is decently larger than his cage where he can run loose for long periods of time, as we do not need to watch him constantly.

So what does Tiger do with this newfound freedom? He still tries to escape. He'll endlessly dig up the cloth at the edge of the cage, hoping that he'll discover a way out eventually. He'll poke his little nose in between the wires. Sure, the new setup is not ideal, of course he'd rather have the run of the house, but it's a step up from his cage. But he'll spend his time looking for a way out instead of playing while he has time.

How many times am I like Tiger?